Sunday, January 30, 2011

+1

So its Monday, and its back to work for me, oh yea. Hopefully this week I will learn the job I am now tasked to do and get a handle on it so I can do it without the help of the guy I'm replacing. It's also Zumba night, which I am actually really looking forward to. I have decided to take the class both days it is offered as long as I get home in time. Did I mention that I signed up to do the Susan G. Komen 3-Day? Walk 60 miles in 3 days, 18-34 miles a day, camping 2 nights in-between. Have mention how excited I am? It's not until Oct but I really wanna start training now and making sure that I will be fit for the walk and of course I work out and get into good shape. I plan on doing a few 5ks between now and october. SO I started last night by walking for 3 miles, tonight will be Zumba and Tues. will be a 2-3 mile run, gotta keep up on my PT test, lol. So to be in this race/walk I have to raise a MINIMUM of $2,300.00. I posted it on my FB, so hopefully my friends will help sponsor me. Last year I put up I was doing the 24hr relay and got absolutely NO support, 2 people that said they would be on my team ended up dropping out on me. Well, 2 of my oldest, closest friends donated large amounts to get me started. $250 each. WOW, was I surprised and so very thankful. So now I only have $1980 left to raise to make sure I secure my spot. If I dont raise the money I have 2 options, 1-pay the remaining amt up front, or 2) get an extension for 30 days with my cc number to try and raise the remaining amt. If the amt I need isn't raised I will be charged....So fingers crossed that people find it in their hearts to support this wonderful cause and me. Fingers crossed!!!!!!

So I get home today and as I am walking back out to walk stupid dog, guess who got home, lol. Yup Mr 2112.... and he is in his blues.... bbaahahahahahahahahahaha (its funny cause i don't have to wear them anymore well at least for the next 4 yrs.) so what do i do? lol, what else is there to do but laugh and point, 

me: "baaahahahahahah, you have to wear blues", 
2112: "you don't?", 
me: "phhbbb, hell no I'm special",
2112:  "aw man, lucky" , 
me: "yup, cause you never know when i might have to go jump out of an airplane, lol". 

Found out another thing, Mr 2110 isn't as young as I though he was, he's a MSgt (+). 

So here enters my rating scale, for me everyone starts out at a 5,  

factors that add:
   your older than me 
   taller
   NOT married
   works out (doest have to be a gym rat, but muscly/fit is nice)
  
Factors that take away:
  more than 1 year younger
  Married
  TDY
  
So rt. now Mr 2112 is a 6 (would be 7, but he is TDY), but thats only cause i don't know too much more than what i have told you, but he got his first +1 today, lol

What's your name?

So its Sunday and its a Bye Week for the Bears, so no football for us today. So I'm getting ready to go to the grocery store and then taking the girl to a play date. So i take the stupid dog outside and while he is doing his business, Mr 2112 comes home. (btw i saw him friday night as he was leaving to go out, lol he was wearing a black straw cowboy hat all rolled up like............. too cute) So he gets out of his car and is taking his sweet time. I'm watching him from the corner of my eye, this is too funny. So of course stupid dog being himself decides he needs to go say hello to Mr 2112 (friendly dog is making friends for me, lol) SO heres what transpires 

dumb dog runs up and wants to be petted so Mr 2112 pets him and says hello to him and then...
2112: What's your dogs name?
Me: stupid dog
2112: cool, what's your name
me: (hahah really? wow, nice move): Betty 
2112: hi I'm "2112"
me: nice to meet you neighbor
2112: oh really we're neighbors?
me: (yea rt. like you didn't know, lol) yup we share a wall, lol
2112: oh ok, cool
hahahahahah, wow so  he standing really close me, I have a small personal bubble and man he is all the way in it, i dont think he has any awareness of personnel space, lol

now the conversation goes on for a while about random things it's not a long conversation, just, where ya from, are you perm party or tdy, what's your duty station, blah blah blah

so what i found out; he's tdy here for 6 mths, and is stationed at Scott AFB Ill.. and he smiles ALOT and its like a full mouth smile, like he is showing off his braces, which by the way i thinks is absolutely adorable, i can see he's got grey coming in, in his "i haven't shaved in 2 days" stubble, lol. so maybe he is older than i thought.....

Well, Hello there....

So these Corp Aparts, I'm staying in..... They aren't too bad, but they are totally not worth the money they charge to stay here. After a few weeks I discovered that approx. 95% of the tenants here are Military and of that 95% approx. 80% of them are only here for a 6 or 8 mth TDY. Lucky bastards, lol. So enter Mr 2112. (I am in 2108.) Cute lil guy looks to be approx. 26 or 27, mouth full of braces. I met him the other day, I was walking stupid dog and noticed that he had left his keys in the deadbolt. So I knocked on the door, he was making dinner and answered the door with a spatula, lol. Still half in uniform, (reminds me of me, lol) and I pointed to his keys, so THEN stupid dog decided that he must sniff INSIDE of HIS apartment. So what does Mr 2112 do? lol, he stands here with this big smile and just looks at me as I try to get my stupid dog out of his apartment. No attempt to move and guide my dog OUT of his apartment, lol he just stand there, lol.... Thanks mister,lol. slightly embarrassed. 

Nice smile by the way....

No rooms available and my first new friend

So we get to our new base and are in lodging and our first night there we are so tired that we take showers and pass out. I have an appointment with my realtor early next morning. So we get up go to our appointment and get things all tidied up with what I am looking for and all things entailed when looking for/buying a new house. So that gets taken care of and we get back to our room and thats when I start to notice.... this billeting room... is... DISGUSTING!!!!! OMG!!!! There are USED feminine products in the trash can and half the light bulbs are blown out. So I call the front desk and make a complaint, I am told I cant be moved until the next day, thats fine, oh yea they only have me on the books for the standard 10 days and tell me there is no more empty rooms/days. So we move and do our house hunting and narrow down the choices... Well Lodging tells me to check back every day to see if a room opens up, all the while I have to find somewhere to live till I pick a house and then close on it. So I check back every day and I am told that there is still no room. While we are coming up on Christmas and it's starting to look like we will end up being homeless. I finally find a Corp Apart Company that can get me into an apart but I need an extra 2 days in lodging. So I keep my fingers crossed. I keep asking. No openings. Cant change date to move in. 2 days till my time is up, still no rooms are open. I go back by the Corp place and they agree to let me move in early. WHEW!!! So now I'm just gonna be homeless for a few hours. I pack up the car with all the animals and the girl and we have to ck. out by 11 and cant go to the apart till 4. 6 hrs of a packed car and limited options of where we can go. We drive around for a few hours running errands, get lunch and then take poor dumb dog to a dog park so he can run around. We get to the park and a lady and her kids and animals are just leaving so we have the place all to our self. It's a nice sunny day so no problem sitting outside for a while. Well, the lady that left earlier comes back but the park is sectioned off and she takes a different section. Well, dumb dog decides he needs to say hello and the other dog isn't happy about it. So girl and I make our way over to possibly leave when I start talking to mom and our girls start playing and get along great... we exchange numbers and look forward to future play dates.

Leave it behind, or carry forward?

So when I got my orders I decided to drive from the West coast to my new base on the East coast. 2,800 miles away... just me, the girl, our dog and our 2 cats. What the hell was I thinking?! Lol, well it turned out to be not so bad, the girl did great had her dsi and movies and well of course there's the sleeping, lol. I broke up the 7 day trip by staying with some friends that were generous enough to put us up along the way. I have some pretty funny stories from that trip and a few funny pics. I had a lot of time to think about some things. I had a couple friends that really burned me, truly broke my heart, and one of them I let so repeatedly and well I'm not really sure why. So in this new year I guess I will be really truly looking at if I need to let either one of these people stay in my life. I know I shouldn't take long to think about it. but after the drive and another week or so I was pretty set on once I got my internet there would be some people that I would delete from my facebook and cell phone and move on. Now I wonder what is holding me back. Why haven't I deleted them? I know now that I am gone I will most likely NOT ever hear from either one of them again. I mean I have friends that it has been a while since I have talked to them, they could call me right now and we would talk for hours, hang up the pone sign off the internet and maybe go another few mths before I heard from them. But none of them have ever broken my heart. So I guess in that is my answer huh, so why haven't I deleted them completely from my life?

Introducing.....me

 So, a little bit about me; while I will share a lot of personnel stories that may reveal a lot about me I will only tell you the basics of my background, mainly because like a friend of mine said, "if you start a blog, your gonna need to change names of people to protect the innocent/guilty" lol. I think I have to agree, so with that here I am,  I am a 30 yr. old single mom in the military. I love my job...  Ok no wait...  I actually hate the job I am currently in, no that is a lie too, I USSSED to hate my new career field I'll get into that later, but I love being in the military. Growing up I never really knew what I wanted to do, what job would I be happy doing, what am I passionate about? Then the ROTC came to my high school and during the first semester I was in the ROTC, I knew... this is where I belong. While the path didn't follow what I had planned in HS, I'm glad I came in when I did, I dropped out of College and ran away to the military. The FIRST (yes FIRST) job I had, I was a mechanic on cargo planes. Now to show you a little bit more of my mentality, not many females can make it in what I like to call the top 3 mech. careers. Crew Chiefs, Engines, and hydro. For cargo planes, those 3 career fields are like the jocks in high school. Loud, obnoxious, foul, and just a bunch of ass holes, lol. Well, I was in that crowd and I cant really brag and say I was an amazing mechanic or anything, but I could hold my own and wasn't afraid of getting dirty, working hard, carrying a heavy tool box. I was learned by the crusty old guy that smoked a few packs of marlboro reds a day and drank too much when he got home. Foul language, perverted minds and makin airplanes fly... it was amazing! I loved every single second of it, even when I was getting my ass handed to me, either by the airplane or the pro supers. Everyone else was a "non-er"; lame, stupid, boring and should be ashamed of themselves for not being a mechanic. Then, it was all brought to an untimely end. i was medically disqualified from my job and sentenced to a life behind a desk.  I was to become "one of those, those... non-ers" ugghh how disgusting! At this point I was 7.5 yrs. into my military career. While being a mechanic will wear you down and beat you up, I couldn't bear the thought of doing anything but. Well, I did my research and found a few jobs that I thought I might like and applied. Well, here I am, I sit behind a desk, and have been for almost 5 yrs. now. I worked in a Logistics Squadron for about 2 yrs., deployed came back and was moved out to a separate location in the SQ and then finally traded to a Rescue Group. Life finally started getting better when I left the Logistics SQ. The deployment wasn't easy but I made it through, my daughter lived with my parents for a year due to school, (where I lived wouldn't let her transfer because her bday was 1 day after the cut off, even though she was in school already). Then I met a man that was absolutely amazing. We became very close very quick, he inspired me in every way. I was pouring myself into work but he made me step back and find other things to move me. I rode my motorcycle more, volunteered more, kept up my work out from when I was deployed. I felt I had met my kindred spirit, we got a lot of flack of course, cause "guys and girls cant be just friends, something has to be going on," whatever, get over yourself people. He was (is) married and we still keep in touch whenever. Anyway, I got a break and my best friend called me to see if I wanted to move to her position in Rescue, uhhh " HELL YEA!" so I spent a year and a half there. I work hard. I have little to no social life, lol. Then I moved from one base house to another and met some of the most amazing people I could ever meet. The entire street, it was like going back in time to when I was a kid or when my parents were kids. All the kids played together, mom's and wives were friends and talked out in the street, worked out together, swapped recipes, you name it. And the husbands and dad's all talked, granted it was only really one side of the street but it mine as well have only been our 6 families and then the 6-7 other families that didn't live that that we considered part of our family. Now this is probably the only REAL name I will use, but we call ourselves "The Landis Family". lol It's the name of our street and well I love every single one of them. During the few mths I was blessed enough to live on Landis, I got to know the feeling of real friends. Up until this point I only had 1 or 2 real friends, and 1 decided she would leave me behind (even though she did give me her job, but I gave it to her first, lol) The friends I made there on Landis more than made up for the people that called them selves my friends but yet broke my heart and saw it fit to continuously hurt me for no reason. I am the type of person I will bend over backwards and give you the world if you need it. There at moments notice and will rarely ask for anything in return. My realtor says I am too trusting, I look at it as everyone deserves a chance. It takes a lot to earn my trust, so I will give you the benefit of a doubt until you show me that it's not worth it. I am a closet bleeding heart, I want to help everyone with everything. So yea, you can see I leave myself open to it, but I still leave my heart open to love anyone that crosses my path.  

So as you can see i am very random, but now you know alittle bit about me. I may post a few things that happened in the past because i am still letting go. So i hope you enjoy, please feel free to comment or make a suggestion. I like hearing opinions and thoughts from a different point of view. So here is to a new year, new base, new job and an ever improving me.